Random Word Vomit

It is so important to disconnect and just be with yourself.

You wake up, and there's immediate noise. For a long time, I was always afraid of being away from the noise. I didn't want to be in my own silence. So I would always go out and look to be wherever, or with whoever, something was going on.

I was feeling mentally exhausted this afternoon, weirdly so. I had done nothing. I hadn't gotten any practice in because of the rain, and I got a good night's sleep.

That's when I realized I hadn't been by myself for more than 15 minutes in nearly 3 months.

Now, how the fuck am I supposed to be all good between the ears when I am always around other people and am always surrounded by chatter? Your guess is as good as mine.

Went to the park shortly after and watched a bunch of greyhounds in leopard print jackets rolling around in the grass. It was a good day.